When I was in college you’ll often see me in almost ALL of the college’s activities. You bet, in four corners of the school. I was very active. I would spend even Sat’s and Sun’s just to attend school related activities.
I was happy because I was able to juggle both extra curricular and acads. Hehehe. I am very energetic. Full of life. I am friends with everyone. I felt like I can be in two places at the same time. God-like? Hahaha.
That was then… I don’t know. Sudden change of mind… or heart? But when I started working I felt drained. My job is very challenging but I felt that something’s missing. I don’t know. I guess I am just weirdo. BUT that’s what I felt. I felt sleepy. It is seldom that I feel awake, lively.
I know something’s changed.
I felt that I am very unproductive and I lost time for other things. I was not accomplishing anything! I was a major disaster. Hehehe.
I am a cowboy. I can do things specially if it is required to get ‘good grades’. BUT suddenly my mind stopped working. It started looking for other things. My feet dragged me somewhere else. My eyes asked me to look beyond my perspective and my heart told me to follow them.
And, yeah, you’re right. I followed what these ‘body parts’ told me. Hahaha.
Now, I am heading somewhere. I know what and where it is BUT right now it is blurred. My heart tells me to pursue it so I can see it in full color. Of course, with tint and life.
Hope you’ll find yours, too!
Praying for our life’s success,
Ivy
I feel the same way, I feel that I wasted so much time in my life
Hi Semidoppel! O__o it’s never too late for us to re-route… find your core gift, harness it’s potentials and use it to achieve your purpose. ^__^